Ooh la la..

Posted: Friday, 31 December 2010 by Sharkyra Kid in
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Hahah.. suka lagu ni.. memang kena dengan babak lari-lari. Dan pakwe saya Lee Seung Gi pun comel! 
Oh cerita ni kelakar.. hehe ;p

Mr S

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Mr S, you love me too much la. You really love me that much ah? Thanks. Thank you very very much. You'd really care  :D

*******

Haha, intro nak suspens je kan?! :D

Tolonglah jangan buat spekulasi kerana siapa yang anda bayangkan di dalam kotak fikiran anda bukanlah beliau. Mr S yang dimaksudkan adalah jauh sekali jika dibandingkan dengan siapa yang berada di dalam fikiran anda. Huh.. kalau Lee Seung Gi ( Seung Gi = Mr S, boleh jugak kan? :P)...


Eleh.. malu-malu pulak dia ni~ ^_^

Oh mungkin korang juga boleh letak Choi Siwon ( Siwon ) sebagai list orang yang berkemungkinan sebagai Mr S? Haha.. oh cerita Athena beliau sudah ke udara! Belum tengok lagi.. malas lah. ;p


Ohhh.. mata tu kannn!!!

Haha. mantap kan Mr S saya??! Tak sama langsung dengan siapa-siapa yang korang fikir kan,kan,kan?? hehe. 

Okay, dah mengantuk. Makan ubat batuk, tapi masih batuk-batuk. Sakit dah muscle kat abdomen ni asyik strained je.. 

Oh, banyak endorfin *bahasa Melayu ehhhh* keluar malam ni. Suka group 3 yang mula dengan Psychiatry posting!! :P





Bila Lelaki Kehilangan Tulang Rusuk...

Posted: Thursday, 30 December 2010 by Sharkyra Kid in
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WANITA: Siapa yang paling kamu cintai di dunia ini?
LELAKI: Kamu!!!
WANITA: Menurut kamu, saya ini siapa?
LELAKI: (Berfikir sejenak, lalu menatap WANITA dengan pasti) Kamu, tulang
rusukku.


Kerana Allah melihat bahawa Adam kesepian. Saat Adam sedang lena tidur,
Allah mengambil rusuk Adam dan menciptakan Hawa. Semua LELAKI mencari tulang
rusuknya yang hilang dan saat menemukan wanita untuknya, tidak lagi
merasakan sakit di hatinya...


Setelah berkahwin, pasangan itu mengalami masa yang indah dan manis untuk
sementara. Setelah itu, pasangan muda ini mulai tenggelam dalam kesibukan
masing-masing dan kelelahan hidup yang ada. Hidup mereka menjadi
membosankan.


Kenyataan hidup yang kejam membuat mereka mulai menyisihkan impian dan
cinta satu sama lain. Mereka mulai bertengkar dan pertengkaran itu mulai
menjadi semakin panas. Pada suatu hari pada akhir sebuah pertengkaran WANITA
lari keluar rumah. Saat tiba di seberang jalan, dia berteriak "Kamu tidak
cintakan saya lagi!!!".


LELAKI sangat membenci ketidakdewasaan WANITA dan secara spontan juga
berteriak "Saya menyesali perkahwinan ini! Kamu ternyata bukan tulang
rusukku!!!"

Tiba-tiba WANITA terdiam, dan berdiri kaku untuk beberapa saat.


LELAKI menyesali akan apa yang sudah dia lafazkan, tetapi seperti air yang
telah tertumpah tidak mungkin untuk diceduk kembali. Dengan berlinang air
mata, WANITA kembali ke rumah dan mengambil barang-barangnya, bertekad
untuk berpisah. "Kalau saya bukan tulang rusukmu, biarkan saya pergi
Biarkan kita berpisah dan mencari pasangan sejati masing-masing". 


Lima tahun berlalu. LELAKI masih belum lagi berkahwin, tetapi berusaha
mencari khabar akan kehidupan WANITA. WANITA pernah ke luar negeri tetapi
sudah kembali. Dia pernah berkahwin dengan seorang asing dan bercerai. 
LELAKI agak kecewa bila mengetahui WANITA tidak menunggu, sepertinya.


Dan di tengah malam yang sunyi, dia meminum kopinya dan merasakan sakit di
hatinya. Tetapi LELAKI tidak sanggup mengakui bahawa dia merindukan WANITA.


Suatu hari, mereka akhirnya bertemu kembali. Di airport, tempat di mana
banyak terjadi pertemuan dan perpisahan, mereka dipisahkan hanya oleh sebuah
dinding pembatas.


LELAKI: Apa khabar?
WANITA: Baik... Kamu sudah menemui tulang rusukmu yang hilang?
LELAKI: Belum.
WANITA: Saya akan terbang ke New York dengan penerbangan berikut. Saya akan
kembali 2 minggu lagi. Telefon saya kalau kamu berkesempatan. Kamu tahu
nombor telepon saya kan ? Tidak ada yang berubah. 
WANITA tersenyum manis, berlalu di hujung lafaz "Selamat tinggal.."


Satu minggu kemudian, LELAKI menerima khabar WANITA adalah salah seorang
korban Menara WTC. Malam itu, sekali lagi, LELAKI meneguk kopinya dan
kembali merasakan sakit dihatinya. Akhirnya dia sedar bahwa sakit itu adalah
kerana WANITA, tulang rusuknya sendiri yang telah dengan bodohnya dia
patahkan.

*
Kita menempiaskan 99% kemarahan walau kepada orang yang paling kita cintai.
Dan akibatnya adalah penyesalan. Seringkali penyesalan itu datang
dikemudiannya, akibatnya setelah kita menyedari kesalahan kita, semua sudah
terlambat...*


*Kerana itu, **jagalah dan sayangilah orang yang dicintai dengan sepenuh
hati.**.. Sebelum mengucapkan sesuatu berfikirlah dahulu, apakah kata-kata
yang kau ucapkan akan menyakiti orang yang dicintai? Kira merasakan akan *
*menyakitinya, sebaiknya jangan pernah dilafazkan. Kerana semakin besar
risiko untuk kehilangan orang yang dicintai.*

*Jadi berfikirlah, apakah kata-kata yang akan dilafazkan sebanding dengan
akibat yang akan diterima?? *

Siapa silent reader ku??!

Posted: Tuesday, 28 December 2010 by Sharkyra Kid in
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Previously on chat... *flash back ala-ala cite Heroes tu..*

There was a guy who asked me to update my blog everyday. Wahahaha. Yup, he is special friend. A very much special for me, he cares for me, really really care I should say. :D
And yes, I knew him since my very first day in med school. Hah? Sape ni?? Yawww.. biarlah rahsia y'all. 
KihKIhKih.. Suspen je kan??! :P

Clue clue! Give us more clue!! Haha.. wanna guess?? Okay. We shall see..
Haha. This guy *did I mention this before?* Yup, he is a guy. Definitely smart, good figure *oh, I love his shoulder by the way* and tall and kurus! Yeah! Someone striking in your mind already?
For that silent reader of mine might have guess this for himself and just let two of us know the secret, okay?
:D 
Oh, and sorry la dear. I couldn't afford this blog to be in various issues as I am not talented to write on those educational kind of things. So I'd better stick on this mengarut-mengarut thing and took it as my virtual diary. 

And nope, I wasn't mentioning about you, so don't worry. 
And you, I wrote this because I miss you. Even if I saw you, but I miss you. Oh, I think I miss your car more than I miss you la. Sebab aku tengok kereta kau aku jadi lagi happy! Hahaha ;p

Update ala twitter??

Posted: Monday, 27 December 2010 by Sharkyra Kid in
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Just reached Ipoh for about 4 hours. Usual 2-hour driving but feverish symptoms made me bit tired and feels weak. Tomorrow gonna start a new day. Week 5 in psychiatry, should say it's fun yet interesting plus a nice charming MO waiting to proceed his job made psychiatry is much much joyful! 
Oh doctor!!

With all respect to my shiver-chilly-fever, I dare myself not to study tonight. Wahaha
*eh, sedar sikit eh. hari tu cuti ko tak study langsung ok. so, sila belajar.*

Oh.. baikkkkk.. -_-

Silly lily or Silly me?

Posted: Wednesday, 22 December 2010 by Sharkyra Kid in
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Oh remember the peristiwa about kantoi looking for that guy like what??!
The very next week, which is this week started good. I was on call on Monday, need to clerk for both my case discussion session as well as case presentation. Two weeks in a row doing two presentations in a day, man! Wahhh.. lucky I was able to escape from presenting a case last week, it's a bit unfair if it was me who'd always presenting, ain't it? But yeah, they are the one who hesitated presenting.. Have to volunteer myself la.. what to do?? T.T

Oh yeah, I was on call on Monday, clerking  a grandma *because there was no other new admission except her*. While we were clerking and tried our very best to get the information from that old lady - she's old. 81 year-old folk ok! we had some disruption. The nurse need to have patient's case note for the doctor on call. Haven't think of any possibilities, I gave the note and turned to the door and yes!!! He's in the house!!! Yeay! Yeay man! Victory for me! Wehuuu! ;p

Not expecting him on call that night but having some kind of gut feeling, I stuttered greeting him. Hahah! Silly me! ;P
But he's as friendly as usual making me admire him more. Haha. Oh I wish! 
But then on the following day I had this news, He married la and his wife is somewhere on east Malaysia.. dang!!! I should've expected this situation! Arghhh... 

Semua MO dah kahwin ke?? T_T


Meh la siapa-siapa bakal houseman, jom kawen! ;p Muahahaha.. 

Kisah kau dan aku. ;p

Posted: Sunday, 19 December 2010 by Sharkyra Kid in
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Miss S : Err.. Good afternoon Dr. As usual we are going to observe and clerking with you. Can we?
Dr : Yeah but I don't have any patient yet. 
Miss S : Oh, okay. *disappointed*

Oh, miss S and mr N had to be clerking a specific case chosen by the doc to be presented, so they can't really choose with whom they wanted to clerk. So suddenly a nurse said that we have to go to this doc's room to clerk a patient that have been chosen by the doc. Argh! 

Class finished. As usual we'll be passing by Dr's room. 
*Jengket-jengket*

Dr : I'm here!! * suara kuat okeyh!*
Miss S : Err.. hi doctor!!
Miss S : -_ -' *malu okeh kantoi macam tu!*





Gambar hiasan ^_^v 



Bertujuh belas!

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Sekarang, sejak dah hampir 3 tahun bersama dalam satu batch dan bekerjasama dengan macam-macam jenis orang, saya rasa perasaan malu antara kami sudah tidak wujud. Atau, kurang. Sangat lama masa yang diambil untuk mengurangkan perasaan malu antara kami. Bukan tak tahu malu yang macam tu... perasaan malu ketika belajar I mean.. Kami dah kurang segan untuk membuat kesalahan-kesalahan kecil dan sederhana serta boleh menjadi bahan ketawa bersama menghilangkan stress dan penat ketika belajar. =)

Dihimpunkan dalam satu kumpulan kecil yang terdiri daripada 17 orang, menyebabkan kami lebih banyak menghabiskan masa antara kami ber17 atau antara subgroup kami sahaja. Jadi, ikatan antara kami lebih kuat kerana kami lebih banyak menghabiskan masa bersama, bergelak ketawa bersama. Sungguh menarik, even orang yang jarang dan belum dikira 'masuk' dalam geng kami pun, kalau dah gelak-gelak bersama kami tentu akan masuk geng kami juga. Rahsia kami, gelak ketawalah! =)

Ditugaskan di bahagian Psychiatry untuk 6 minggu membuatkan kami bersama-sama mengharungi keadaan pelik-pelik apabila berhadapan dengan pesakit-pesakit yang di interview. Tapi kadang-kadang bukan mereka yang sakit, tapi kami sendiri yang melalut entah apa-apa. Haha. Kami lebih keliru daripada pesakit sendiri. :P
Serius! Sangat kelakar bila kami sendiri membetulkan benda yang patient sendiri sedar salah. Macam otak betul-betul dah under hypnosis dek si patient je. Haha. 

Nak cerita? Tak pelah. Segan. ;P

Nanti update lagi! Sekarang nak amik mood study!


Shakaria Who?

Posted: Wednesday, 15 December 2010 by Sharkyra Kid in
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Pak Lah : The patient is Pn R, a 60's, M, lady was having a complaint of... bla bla bla..
Me : Haih.. kenapalah bilik ni sejuk sangat hari ni? Abang hensem sebelah aku ni pun dah cyanosed kuku tangan hah! Aku nak beku dah!
Dr R : Okay Shakaria, please summarize the history - padahal baru cerita chief complaint and past psych ok!
Others : Shakira!!
Me : Huh, Huh? *mamai around* Erkk.. Shakira, Dr.

HOho! Managed to summarized jugak lah! Alah, dah aku pun clerk sama, boleh lah! kuikuikui...

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Ok. Rest a bit from those medical medical jargons and all those freaky-weird-nerdy stuffs! Haha!
This week, plus the week before were a quite busy and hectic week for us in Psychiatry posting. 
Me, myself, had been to HBUK for 3 times in a week. Up till 10 pm, directly after class was tiring but fun! Tahu tak berapa jauh HBUK tu dengan rumah??? Hoho.. memang penat, tapi dengan groupmates yang best, memang tak terasa penat tu. Kitorang siap dinner dalam kebuluran - sebab semua last telan makanan tengah hari tu je! Then 10 ++ pm baru dapat makan. 
Not to mention orang yang puasa lagi, kesian berbuka dengan gula-gula sebijik aje! huhu

This week, baru sehari pergi. Esok, which is exactly seminggu buat hal diatas, nak buat lagi hal yang sama. Clerk patient HBUK after school okay!!! Tabah tak kitorang?? Huahuahua..

Then minggu ni juga sangat sibuk kerana saya ada 3 presentation in a day, in A DAY tau. Bukan in a row. tidak tidak. Kena present untuk case discussion, depan student UM lak tu.. Combine class daaaa... adoi.. lagi sekali ka combine?? 
Then, kena present untuk seminar on Anorexia Nervosa and Bulimia Nervosa pulak.. Ape tu? Google lah. Senang je... ;P
Selepas itu, petang esok, kelas dgn Dato' R. Orang lain eh, bukan yang babak di atas tu. ;P
Kena on the spot clerk then esok decide lah siapa nak present antara Nazim *bukan nama sebenar* dan Shakaria *bukan nama sebenar*. 

Huhu.. tak lah bunyi macam busy sangat eh? Tapi ada yang bising sangat busy, padahal dia tu taklah sebusy aku.. huhuhu ;p

Kisah pagi tadi

Posted: Monday, 13 December 2010 by Sharkyra Kid in
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Slept at 0230 hrs, woke up at 0600.
Gila awal! Macam early morning awakening pulak. Tapi bukan la roughly 2 hours from my normal wakeup time. 

Excellently not in any state of unconsciousness unless in a state of having monotonous voice - gile present case in a monotone and Dr complaint of tak dgr! Adoi...! Grrrr..

This sore throat kinda worrying because I have to fully use my voice this week.. Mannn.. this week while I am having problem with my throat. I have to present 3 cases, one was today in HBUK, one will be on Thursday morning for case discussion, then another one on Thursday afternoon. Oh, in the middle, I have to present a seminar on Anorexia Nervosa and Bulimia Nervosa. Thank God the bulimia one will be handed to my partner. ;P

Tomorrow, gonna be in Tambun again. Asyik-asyik Tambun. Tambun Tambun Tambun! Bosan la.. buat la jalan-jalan kat tempat lain pulak. Hadoi.. 
Oh oh. Tadi kitorang bersama-sama budak group lelaki makan sekali. Ramai-ramai walaupun ada la beberapa yang melarikan diri. Hoho. Escape balik makan free ye.. takpe takpe.
Then pergi, I lead the way, the stalls semua closed! Entah apa sebab entah semua tutup pulak siang-siang hari ni. 
Selepas berbicara seketika, kami mengambil keputusan mengekori seorang abang kacak *bluekkk* yang memang tau ada tempat makan best! best sebab ada ikan bakar! incik SalamBest penah sampai ke? hoho. *Ok, saja nak sebut perkataan Best tu sebab dia perasan dia best*
Haaa, jadi kami pun ikut je la abang hensem tu, *memang hensem wa cakap lu.* pergi mencekik. Dia ngap ikan keli bakar cicah air asammm.. pergh.. siap boleh ratah lagi ikan keli tu sebab nasi dia habis dulu dari lauk. Muahahaa.. tapi harga pun ok jugak lah. Beliau makan ikan keli bakar tu plus sambal tempe tu.. air suam pembasah tekak cuma kurang daripada Ringgit Malaysia 6 je. Hehe. best tak??!

Oh tapi gambar makan ramai-ramai tak amek la pulak. Orang yang tak makan tu sebok main game. Takde tukang snap. hoho. 




Today was a fairy tale..

Posted: Sunday, 12 December 2010 by Sharkyra Kid in
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I will be in silent to give you some time to miss me. ^_^V




Today was a fairytale, you were the prince
I used to be a damsel in distress
You took me by the hand, and you picked me up at six
Today was a fairytale, today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale, I wore a dress
You wore a dark gray t-shirt
You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there

It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
You've got a smile that takes me to another planet
Every move you make, everything you say is right
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
All that I can say is now it's getting so much clearer
Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around
Yeah yeah

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there

It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around
I can feel my heart, it's beating in my chest
Did you feel it?
I can't put this down

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there

It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale
Yup, kan bagus if today was a fairy tale. 
But even better if it would be the real tale. ;p



Fever

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Feels a bit feverish. Low grade fever, perhaps. 
Having sore throat 2 days ago, starting developing flu last night. 
Taken amoxycillin given for 3 days. and a non-drowsy flu medication *entah apa nama dia entah. Tak tau*


Seems lot of my friend is having this kind of test now. *ditarik nikmat sihat*
MITC group members could be the earliest to have this and spreading to others now. They even lost their voice due to sore throat. Hope they'll be just fine. 


Oh, I get sick easily these days since I am involving myself to hospital thingy. Oh memang gila *OMG!* lah, kena jauhkan diri daripada hospital ke? 
Oh, immune rendah. Haih!


Now, a bit sleepy sebab bangun awal. HOHO! bangun awal y'all! 
Nampak sangat selalu bangun lewat. Eh eh taklah. Selalu bangun cuma beberapa minit lewat je.. :P
Mungkin juga pengaruh ubat batuk menyebabkan saya 'high'. Oh, ada withdrawal symptom juga. Shaking macam gian. Hoohoo! Apalah ubat-ubatan zaman sekarang. Haishhh.. 

Firasatku ingin kau tuk...

Posted: Tuesday, 7 December 2010 by Sharkyra Kid in
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Tiba - tiba lidah ternyanyi lagu ni lepas terdengar lagu ni played dalam modulator siang tadi tatkala keluar tengah hari melepak di suatu tempat. Melepak? Haip! Bawak buku sekali ok. Sempat bukak Kaplan and First Aid in Psych lagi... haaa.. bukan lepak kosong naa.. hehe

One thing I love about this song is the lyrics. Puitis. The second one, the melody. Melancholic. bukan melancholia dalam mood disorder tu eh. Bukan bukan. 
Jadi silakan mendengar dan hayati lirik berkenaan! :)




One in A Million!

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This song is specially dedicated to han saram for being one in a million for me!

Give it to my Y.

Posted: Monday, 6 December 2010 by Sharkyra Kid in
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Having this kinda weird feelings. Awkward? Nahhh. Terrified? Hmmm..

Ya Allah, please. I don't like to be in this condition. Please let me out of it. If he is not for me, let me know. 
If this distance could test our love, please make it successful. 
If temporarily being apart could make us know ourselves better, please don't separate us too long. 
If this is the end of all of it, please make our heart grow stronger.

Saranghae!

I was born to tell you I love you. Who is that born to tell me that? Tell me tell me!

Senang ke nak jadi ibu dan ayah?

Posted: Saturday, 4 December 2010 by Sharkyra Kid in
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Rasa macam nak menangis. Abah. Abah sangat risaukan anak-anak dia. Terutama anak dara dia yang dua orang ni. Tapi, anak-anak dia tak pernah fikir pun perasaan dia. Kalau kita tak ada dekat rumah, fikiran dia mesti asyik terfikir apa yang kita buat kat luar rumah, pergi mana, dengan siapa, bila nak balik.. macam-macam dia fikirkan. kita je yang tak rasa.

Kalau anak-anak teruna keluar rumah pulak, macam mana? Abah risau tak agak-agak? Hmm.. menurut pemerhatian, abah risau la jugak. Tapi tak la serisau kalau kami berdua tak ada kat rumah. Sebab anak lelaki mungkin dia jadi kurang risau. Ye la, kalau perempuan, macam-macam hal berlaku sekarang. Dah la tak dilengkapkan dengan senjata fizikal yang secukupnya, lemah pulak.Banyak perkara buruk boleh jadi. 

Hmm.. mungkin abah perlu lebih tegas dengan sorang anak abah yang degil lagi keras kepala yang mengalahkan kakaknya ni. Hoho. Tu la, lain kali rotan je masa kecik-kecik dulu *eh, mana ada lain kali. budak tu takkan kecik balik lah! :P*  Haha. Tapi, rasa macam betul la. Pendidikan anak-anak memang bermula dari rumah, sebelum dia jumpa kawan-kawan yang mungkin boleh menjadi pengaruh seorang anak untuk berbuat benda yang tak elok. Sekurang-kurangnya, ibu bapa kena tanamkan sesuatu dalam hati dan minda anak-anak supaya anak-anak ada pendirian dan tak goyah mengikut pengaruh anasir luar.

Contoh, sebelum hantar anak-anak ke taska *maklumlah, parents sekarang busy* tolong lah ajar beberapa sifat-sifat mahmudah (yang baik) kat dalam diri anak-anak. Macam, hormat individu lain, jangan la nak rebut-rebut mainan orang lain dan beralah dengan orang lain. Ajar lah benda-benda yang relevan dengan tahap umur dan akal budak yang nak masuk taska. Jangan ajar pelajaran budak darjah 6 pulak! haha. 

Haa.. lepas tu ajarlah ikut kesesuaian ikut peringkat umur dan tahap akal. Ajar secara consistent, berterusan dan istiqamah. Buat jugak untuk anak-anak yang lain, jangan ajar dan tumpu perhatian pada anak sulung je, anak yang lain pun anak jugak. Jadi, memang tanggungjawab mak ayah nak ajar anak-anak tu. Anak sulung cuma tolong enhance kan je. Dia tak boleh nak ajar adik-adik dia sangat pun sebab dia pun belum betul sepenuhnya.

Jadi, silalah jaga anak anda sebaik mungkin. Anak itu anugerah Allah. 
Kepada anak-anak pulak, tolong lah jaga hati dan ingatlah mak ayah. Jangan la ikut hati dan perasaan sangat. Kesian mak ayah risaukan kita. Dah lah sebelum kita lahir mak ayah dah risau macam mana nak besarkan kita, nak suruh kita jadi orang yang berguna, takkan kita dah besar pun tetap nak buat dorang risau jugak. Kan? 

huhu. hari ni entri lain sikit. Luahan dari hati. :P

Today

Posted: Friday, 3 December 2010 by Sharkyra Kid in
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Today, was the day. The day to know the verdict.
Congrats bro for passing! Huhu.. 
Tapi tapi tapi.. ala.. nak spaghetti strawberry moments.. macam sedap je. Slrrrppp.. 

Oh. Nak menonton Tangled juga! Ala.. boleh la boleh la... :(

Psych. Bukan series Psych tu.

Posted: Tuesday, 30 November 2010 by Sharkyra Kid in
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PSYCH Day 2. 

Pelik-pelik jargons of this only pelik posting. Making me nauseated again - haha. not really. because I'm not really focus on them today. 
But I am having this kind of 'nak jadi gila perubatan' freak feeling. 
Sebab macam sangat merana je nanti kalau tak start dari sekarang. Observing seniors while they were in their study week previously pun dah macam teruk je. And I was observing those who are really consistently learning and really good in being medical students so far and yet they are also complaining that the exam is very very really really tough and challenging.

So I am having this intention to be as consistent as they are. And hoping to be as par or even better. :D

Himnaesaeyo! Hwaiting!

malas lah nak tulis Hangeul dah. Haha. 

Himnae = good luck! 

First day!

Posted: Monday, 29 November 2010 by Sharkyra Kid in
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First day in PSYCH, being assigned to read and HAFAL all signs and symptoms of psychiatry comprising 14 pages and going to be discussed tomorrow, 0800. 

Kinda having this nauseated feeling each and everytime seeing this new-termed-so-called-psych-jargons. Adoi!

YeaY!

Posted: Sunday, 28 November 2010 by Sharkyra Kid in
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is currently listening to Jangan Tinggal Daku - a nostalgic song sang by Late Tan Sri P Ramlee. 

Well, the verdict is OUT! 
We, all 100 students of Phase 2 batch '10 made it to pass 100% to Phase 3A next week! 
What?! Next week? Yeah, next week. Next week indicates we have NO cuti, okay. 


Grouping list for this new phase were out, me with new members would be having fun for this new posting - Psychiatry! Haha. Sama macam anda lah. Adoi. Last posting is gonna be MITC la should be kan.. huhu
See, banyak betul la eh kebetulan kebersamaan kita? ahaha. ;p


And now, just arrived from Rawang, preparing myself for this unknown item - Psych :P. Cerita series Psych tu tau lah. Psychiatry? is definitely a new start even if I know a bit, or perhaps a few terms of this 'thing'. haha.


Oh. Currently having this kind of problem again. The same thing - SOB. This time, post exam. Nescafe induced? Perhaps but I hope it is not. After exam hari tu amek caffeine sekali je, tu pun in mocha je. Tak banyak sangat kot caffeine nye.. huhu.. Then esoknya just amek vanilla je. decaf dah tu.. Tadi je time nak balik Ipoh minum setin latte. :D Tu je. Sikit sangat. Tapi kenapa rasa macam increase HR ngan sakit kepala ni??? Adoi. 



oh, and for all you know, Coke pun ada caffeine gak! Avoid Coke avoid coke! Nanti insomnia! huhu ;p



Done. Screwed. Pray. Best.

Posted: Thursday, 25 November 2010 by Sharkyra Kid in
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Okay. Done with my Phase 2 finals yesterday. But I was having massive headache since the first paper which was 2 days ago. Seriously I couldn't practice much on the OSCE paper but I managed to do my best within 5 minutes for each station. Hmm.. perhaps I could tell a bit what happened yesterday...


Station 5 - I started with this station where it was a history taking station. And I was starting to take a focus history of a patient who had nipple discharge for 2 weeks before. And she had no lump so I couldn't figure out what else to ask until I remember that she is a woman! So ask questions about a woman la! Hadoi!


Station 6 - Damn radiology! Ultrasound eh yang keluar! Haha. Didn't read much about it as we were all believe that the x-ray should be coming out. And, so you deserve yourself!


Station 7 - Giving information about what is Hypertension in layman's term. Hermmm.. should be okay in this station.


Station 8 - Performing a hearing test as I was able to practicing it beforehand should be just fine. The only part that was not really good was, 'So what is her type of deafness?' and I was like changing my answer to the wrong one and kept quiet. Oh!


Station 9 - Oh. Seeing MRA was like.. O oh.. but she was okay then. She was the who kept on answering the questions instead of the patient herself. Haha. Lucu! But the thyrotoxicosis hx was taken sufficiently.


Station 10 - This was like a unpredictable question. We were already put aside this question even MRA was really like teaching this too too serious. We thought that GE won't be coming out in OSCE as one of the doctor told us so. So, padan muka!


Station 11 - Hx taking again. Uncle Sam was nice and he even gave me something that I forgot to ask. The relieving factor for Intermittent Claudication! Waaa! Thanks uncle!


Station 12 - Hoho. Quit a surprise seeing there was no one in there except for me and Dr.H. And the question was, Please do a Urine Dip Stick test something like that. Tapi! Dr H : Hai.. lamanya pakai glove! Oh Dr! It was very sticky and I am very aware that I could not wear the glove easily. Huhu.. What to do.. practice and practice sarung glove lagi la...


Station 13 - I was really really lupa that that station was a rest station. I was panicked to see that no body was there except for a table and a chair. Panik punya pasal, berlari-lari jugak la pusing-pusing cari station. Pakcik tu dengan tenang nye tunjuk, kat sini. Kerusi tu kau la punya. Haish. Lupa rest station betul. Hua hua hua..


Station 1 - Berbalik ke station 1. Huhu. This was a communication skill station where the patient had a complaint of headache and she was worried about herself getting brain cancer as her uncle did. I did not noticed the question saying 'communication skill' but then I was managed to follow patient's agenda, going into her problem and showing some feeling, I guess. :D 


Station 2 - Haha! Dr HM! Respiratory examination! The patient was funny. His name was Toyota and I didn't  expect his name to be that as all my previous patients were named normally, namely Samuel, Sim, Lim, and apa entah lagi nama.. but this one! Haha. I have to reconfirm because I was about to laugh hearing his name was Toyota. Haha! But one thing, he was really helpful. I nearly - well, really forgot to check for the trachea and apex beat. Dr was giving a prompt but the patient was giving a clue! Thank God! haha. Really love that patient lah!


Station 3 - The final station of hx taking... JAUNDICE. Man! sangatlah lama tak ambik hx jaundice ni. Adoi. Gile screwed la station ni. Banyak diam dan senyum je dari berkata-kata. Urghhh.. sure Dr.MC bengang gile. Dah la memang case surgery dan dia pun dah banyak bebel pasal case-case macam ni! Arghhh.. biar la. Proceed to last station. 


Station 4 - Perghhh.. saw a bed, babe. A bed. A person lying on that bed. Seeing him but forget to make sure but I think he is in a good position for this abdominal examination. Waaa.. managed to finish it all in 5 minutes and even have an extra to stand like a mannequin for a while waiting for the bell ringing. haha. 


There goes my first OSCE. It was fun actually. And feels like I'm gonna be really consistent studying next phase. Sangat banyak nak kena cover kalau study last minute! huhu. 


And today is the Verdict. Pray for me peeps! Nak lulus! :D

Few hours left..

Posted: Monday, 22 November 2010 by Sharkyra Kid in
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Selamat malam. 
I am going to write this in English today. 

Tomorrow is the day. Yes, tomorrow. 
I am suppose to be sleeping at this hour. Relaxing my mind before being bombarded by questions and questions in those 12 lucky stations. 

Wish me a very good luck people! 
And you, yes. It is a promise, Secret Recipe if I pass this ok! And please do pray for me. Love you la bro! haha. 
*gile la org takde abang ni.*

Sabtu. Exam. Tidak!

Posted: Saturday, 20 November 2010 by Sharkyra Kid in
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Hari ni, Sabtu. Dah nak habis hari Sabtu dah pun haa.. Tapi rasa macam tak nak habis hari Sabtu ni je. 
Sebab takut nak exam!!! Waa... final beb! Clinical lagi.. walaupun senior-senior semua kata senang, tapi takut tu tetap mau ada la kan.. sebab ini first time menempuhi cabaran hidup berliku-liku macam dalam station OSCE yang berliku-liku tu.. huhu..

Sekarang ni pun macam lupa-lupa ingat je segala benda alah yang dah belajar selama 6 bulan ni.. huhu.. Takut takut.. kalau blank masa exam macam mana? Takmau fail, even kalau fail masih boleh naik Phase 3A, tak sama nikmatnya dengan masuk Phase 3A dengan lulus. Huhu.. 

Dan, kalau masuk 3A as supplement student, gila mati nak menempuh MRSA lagi!! Tidaaaakkk! Biar la rehat kejap dari jumpa beliau. Tolong lah. Tolong lah. Tapi kan, dah terbayang posting Psych first2 masuk 3A ni. Macam mana? Pass la kan final ni? Aminnnn.. Pass Pass. huhu. 

Ya Allah, bantulah hambaMu ini. Permudahkanlah urusan kami dalam menempuh ujian hidup kami.  




ohhh.. exam..

Hari Raya Aidiladha..

Posted: Wednesday, 17 November 2010 by Sharkyra Kid in
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Salam Hari Raya Korban! 
berkorbankah anda? hehe

Huhu. Sekarang patut tengah study tapi buat benda lain pulak. Contoh, menonton Fugitive : Plan B di sini.
Haih, Bi oppa is so hard to resist la. Eh bukan. Kali ni tak sangat la tengok dia. Tengok Lee Jung Jin oppa. Hee.. 


Inilah beliau



Close-up sikit.. wahaha

Oh, lepas tu.. Daniel Henney oppa.. best pulak dengar beliau cakap Hangeul. Selama ni tak penah kesah pun tengok dia berlakon. Haha. Tapi tengok cerita ni.. hmmm.. best.. best.. 


Dalam cerita tu dia appears like this, pakai this kind of glasses.

And cerita ni irresistible sebab gadgets dia best! Huhuu.. paling best, office Rain aka Ji Woo, the PI. Sangat hi-tech kot. Huhu.. best, best. Nak tau camne? Tengok la.

Dan kagum juge dengan dorang, I mean, Korean dramas. Haha. Dorang guna local cars je buat cerita. Dorang guna Hyundai je. Polis pun guna Hyundai. Walaupun dorang guna local cars je, Hyundai dah memang lawa pun.. wahaha. tak boleh nak cakap apa la kan..



Ni salah satu kereta yang Bi oppa drive dalam cerita ni. Huhu. 

Apa lagi yang menarik dalam cerita ni? Oh OH! Macam cerita-cerita Korea before ni, mereka juga menjelajah ke beberapa negara. Dan ada pelakon yang berbahasa asing. *aku memang suka bab bahasa-bahasa ni.. huahua*
Dorang pergi Jepun, of course cakap Jepun. Rain pun cakap Jepun. Huhu. Dorang pergi Macau, ada dialog kantonis tapi pelakon Cina yang cakap. Dorang balas balik cakap Korea je. Macam kelakar pun ada jugak. Hehe. Tempat-tempat shoot pun menarik! Huhu. 
Ada babak fight Rain, latar dia cantik. :)

Haa.. tu je la dulu. Nak sambung study. Daaaa!