I miss my daddy..

Posted: Saturday, 17 July 2010 by Sharkyra Kid in
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A friend of mine wrote about her father in her blog. Too bad I'm one of the followers so I get her updates often. =P
She talked about her daddy atau dalam bahasa mudahnya, Ayah. [this entry will be a mix because my dad is a Malaysian, so I will follow his mother-tongue ;P] Orang cakap saya anak ayah, memang pun ;P Kalau orang tengok, orang akan cakap muka saya fotostat muka abah.. haha :D 

Kalau dulu, hari ambil buku rekod lepas exam, semua orang yang nampak seorang lelaki masuk dari pintu gerbang sekolah akan datang dan bagi tahu abah dah sampai untuk ambil buku rekod saya walhal mereka tak pernah pun nampak rupa abah. :P Kelakar pun ada, hairan lagi la. Tapi bila tanya, oh.. muka kau dengan ayah kau sama la~ haih... lupa pulak anak ayah. :D

Bila balik kampung pun, orang-orang kampung tengok je dan semua terus tanya, "Ni anak 'E (bunyi huruf arab 'ain' dengan sebutan makhraj huruf yang betul ye.. ) la ni?" Saya blur lalu mengangguk tanda 'ye'. Lagi sekali lupa, muka kami sama. huhu. Oh, soalan orang kampung tadi tak stop takat tu je.. mereka selalu nye tambah, "yang nombor berapa? yang adik ke?" [saya ada sorang lagi adik perempuan bawah saya, jadi mereka selalu ingat saya adik, weee :P] Ok, yang ni takde kaitan dengan abah :D

Lagi evidence saya anak abah, hmm.. bila call abah [eh, memang saya lagi banyak call abah daripada call mama.. tapi kalau call mama sekali mau sampai 1 jam lebih nye, haha]. Hah sambung, bila call abah, orang akan cakap saya manja. Dah tu, memang macam tu cara cakap dengan orang tua, kena berlemah lembut. Cakap la cara lembut.. tapi mungkin ada elemen manja-manja sikitlah. :P Tapi cakap dengan mama pulak, room-mate saya dulu cakap saya macam cakap dengan kawan la pulak. haha. :D

Hah, lagi satu, kalau ada apa-apa pun memang saya akan call abah dulu before mama. Wahaha.. memang sah anak abah! Weee... abah pun kan.. walaupun dulu dia nampak sangat manjakan adik saya yang nombor dua tu [kami 2 orang je perempuan pun.. tapi abah sayang dia lebih.. entah,sebab saya ikut kepala dia yang degil kot.haha] sekarang abah nampak lagi sayang kat saya! YES! haha.. padan muka dia.. rasakan abah tak sayang kat ko!!! wahaha.. ayat kejam! :P

Haha.. that's the end. Kenyataan yang tak perlu disangkal lagi.. memang saya anak abah! Huaaaa... ;PPP

oh, abah baru je call tadi. ngeee :PPP





  

Need you now..

Posted: by Sharkyra Kid in
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Need You Now 


Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor


Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time 

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

woah woaaah.

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all
It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without 
I just need you now
I just need you now (wait)
Ooo, baby, I need you now


Friday

Posted: by Sharkyra Kid in
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Today, Friday of the third week a.k.a the last day we were at the paediatrics department (wahhh... be in the dept already...) So, I volunteered myself to present the case I clerked yesterday - I went to the hospital at night, thanks to my housemates Din and Belle! =) Well at least they get some new experiences being in the hospital at night. Din even had a chance to clerk a febrile patient who had a sister who is currently having an interesting disease but I couldn't recall what is her condition.

Last presentation of the case with Dr H... ok. Nothing much. Oh, I was asked to do the general and abdominal examination but I don't know what had happen with me, I couldn't do it correctly! I couldn't do it smoothly because I had confused which I should do and which I should not do. But the worst case scenario was I could not manage to do a good percussion! Oh.. all my colleagues, ALL were gathered closely around me to listen to the either resonance or dullness of the abdomen - of course we were listening to the abdomen, it IS abdominal examination in fact! :p but me myself was barely able to hear my own percussion.. haih! Bad, bad...

LOL.. adding some more! I forgot to ballot both kidneys, forgot to auscultate the bowel sounds~ all thing that I remembered, ask the patient to cough and check for hernia and examine the genitalia for a short while. But overall, paeds are fun, exciting when it comes to just chatting and playing around with the kids. =) When it comes to clerking, I bet every dept would have the same thought.

Tonight, I had to refuse an invitation - wah... aggravating! No lah, a groupmate asked me to join him for a dinner but we girls were a few minutes ahead planning for dinner - well, this is somehow a small celebrating after 3 weeks in paediatrics! Then I went into Body Shop and see their newly launched Vitamin C skin care products! But I am not their skin care products' fan so I did not get any overexcited reaction. =) I only react when it comes to their perfumes! I think I can get along with flowery scents. But I did not buy anything there because I still have my Oceanus perfume oil! :P

Coming back after dinner, chatted with a guy. Love to chat with him because he often made my day. He is hilarious and I can cope up with his jokes. And sometimes I felt we can synchronized each other well.*wekkk* Haha! Really appreciate him - I would do anything just to show how much I appreciate him because he helped me a lot. And tonight he made me laugh again! But suddenly he went off - he always do that though. :P 

Ok. I'm off for now. It looks like an English essay now. :P

Urghhhh..

Posted: Friday, 16 July 2010 by Sharkyra Kid in
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Tension + upset + whatever = worsen my breathing rate.

p/s : I still can't breathe properly. Still tachypneic and only one person can see that. 

p/s 2 : I've tried not to be emotional in my blog, but I can't help it. It is use to be a place to express feelings, so use it!

p/s 3 : Today was the last class of paediatrics, and I think I might screwed up. [tu la, org suruh practice a lot before enter this 5th week onwards, tp degil! malas sangat. huhu ]


Worse.

Posted: Wednesday, 14 July 2010 by Sharkyra Kid in
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It's getting worse. Who want to count my respiratory rate?

Kill,kill. Die die. 

Haha. I am imagining to kill my own lungs and get another new one. =P You think that simple???

No, I was only hyperbolic, I know I can't do that. Of course. 

Okay, I am sleepy. Tired. Can't afford to study. Did anything possible to get back on mood but none passed. :P

Sleep early, better. 

Stil, I can..

Posted: by Sharkyra Kid in
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I am busy but I can still chat,
I am tired but I can still smile,
I am exhausted but I can still be with you,
I am tachypneic but I can still breath,
I am lethargic but I can still see you,
I am ptosis but I can still hear and listen to you,
I am about to faint but I can still hold your arms,
I am standing still because I can be a part of your life.

Haish, feeling a bit dizzy, shortness of breath again, tachypneic, no pulsation =)) tehee...

Day by day, I am getting worse and worse. Even a friend ever said, "You look very tired today. Yesterday you don't seem so tired."

But no one can see how tired I was. I am a good actor, do I? =P


*I have counted my respiratory rate. It's not a brady, it's a tachy. huhu... 

C.I.N.T.A?

Posted: Tuesday, 13 July 2010 by Sharkyra Kid in
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"KEKASIH adalah mereka yang mana bila kita duduk bersama, tapi tak bercakap apa-apapun, kita tetap rasa selesa, bahagia, dan enjoy the silence!!"


Quotes taken from a blog while blog-walking. 


"Jika korang rasa tak selesa bila duduk dua orang tapi tak bercakap apa-apa, itu bermakna orang itu bukan orang istimewa, orang itu mungkin orang asing, dan bukan kekasih.."


So do you ever feel that? Uhuh.. go and ask yourself because I don't. =)